Tuesday, August 03, 2004 :::
maybe I should just flirt w/ Peter afterall =^.^=
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Hey, waddaya know? I'm the perfect girliefriend...lol! My ex's might disagree, but then again, this shows that they obviously couldn't handle my *perfectness* :D & no, I totally didn't cheat on the test or on the boyz :p
::: posted by Babee_Piyo at 5:15:58 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004 :::
formal occasions...:|
That is exactly how I feel nearly everyday. Except, this week, I have to somehow force myself to exercise so that I'll look thin enough in an old dress. Otherwise, I'll have to search for a new one on Fri., which I don't exactly want to since I'll just end up leaving it in my closet to collect dust afterwards, like all of my other dresses. *sigh* Why can't they let us wear jeans & a top...it'll make life so much easier. I'm dreaming that I can be a contestant on "Hair Wars" at Fairview...I don't care if I win or not...I just need ppl to help me dress up on Sat. :D I've also been thinking up some plans to avoid participating in the stupid 'throw the bouquet' tradition. I definitely don't want to be stampeded & plus, I'm allergic to pollen. Been sneezing too much lately, already. Haven't taken any Clariten b/c I'm trying to avoid taking drugs. >_<
For the reception, my 'rents r planning on ditching me there b/c they seem to think that it's a match making gala. Hmm...I'm thinking, considering that the bride's my cuz, at least half of the guys there would most likely somehow be (closely) RELATED to me. The thought of pairing up w/ a potential cuz, uncle, or nephew is absolutely repulsive. So, if my 'rents do leave w/o me, I think I'll just hang out by the bar, pretend that I'm busy drinking alcoholic crap, & act like I'm drunk to avoid associating w/ some ppl.
In the meantime, I have to find out where my dad put his weights, catch up on hmwk, prepare for finals, & wonder if there are solutions for making my mother LESS annoying. *arrrgh*
::: posted by Babee_Piyo at 3:36:33 PM
Wednesday, June 30, 2004 :::
*grr*
I am NOT HAPPY w/ my REXT*3040DE quiz1 results. A couple of them were caused by my error of not having caught a few key concepts while studying the reading material. 1 was wrong b/c I changed my initial answer ("d'oh!" >_<*). & another couple of them were TRICK questions! >:|
*S I G H*
Due to the amount of demanding work & commitments that have been pre-scheduled (check online calendar for overview), I will not be making any additional (social) plans until Aug. 13. I'm sorry if I have been crabby lately. Please understand that I'm rather stressed & lacking in a lot of rest, let alone not having been able to sleep well. I might feel a little less anxious if my group members were more actively involved in our assignments, but anyway............:|
I may seem anti-social & irritated, but my negative feelings are not completely meant for you, my friends & family. Therefore, thank you for being patient & continuing to remember me.
::: posted by Babee_Piyo at 11:39:16 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004 :::
interactive calendar
I recently added a calendar, which u could access via 1 of the buttons near the top of this window. I've inputed some events & appts that I could think of for the time being if u'r interested in finding out my summer sched so far. :p I also set it, so u could add ur own events & appts to this calendar, too! Kewl, huh? :D
::: posted by Babee_Piyo at 11:04:39 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2004 :::
i need help
Even though I've learned a lot (or I THOUGHT I did...) from reading the textbook, online posts, additional readings, etc., I find myself becoming rather neurotic with regards to the grades I've received & those that are pending. From what I can recall, I'm probably reacting this way b/c of my self-context: I WANT TO GET PERFECT!!! & my self-image: I'm not stupid! I read so much & felt that I studied as thoroughly as I could, but I got a C+ on the online quiz. I'm so SHOCKED & upset...I want to know what the answers for those freakin' 5 Qs that killed my mark are! How will I LEARN if I can't find out what I misunderstood?! It made me madder when I lost 0.5 on my mini essay. That's 10% lost! Didn't the instructor say that my rough draft was really good, provided more analyses, good structure...how'd I lose those marks??? *growls @ TAs* All this is causing me to micro-manage my group assignment group members. I warned them not to squeeze everything 'til the last minute...it's due today! The guy who's s'posed to proofread, organize, & submit our work...he hasn't done or said anything 'til today: he plans on doing something today...ON THE LAST DAY!! -_-* If he does a crappy job proofreading &/or compiling, &/or submits our assignment late, I'm giving him a negative mark on our group assessment. I want that full 20%! I've been dreaming of landing on the President's list since 1st yr...the unexpectant marks, the bad TAs & profs...their driving me crazy. I feel that no matter how hard I work, some of my needs r still not met & it's incredibly FRUSTRATING. I'm willing to learn everything & I demand clear, concise, knowledgeable, available criticms. I feel that I don't receive enough of these to contribute positively to my education, & it's 1 of the biggest barriers that I don't know how to punch through. >_<
I must add that I'm also feeling lots of pressure & rather irritated that I got sick & lost 2.5 wks of potential practise times. Yes, I am grateful that I'm recovering, but since this is the case, my priorities r reorganizing & I'm feeling desperate to catch up & improve in my playing ASAP. I'm afraid of disappointing my teacher. I want to show her that I can be as good as her top students. Also from getting sick & being bogged down by these 2 subjects, my poli sci readings have fallen behind. I'm sure my essay doesn't require that I reference the course materials, but what about the final? I'm at a loss of how to study & prepare for it b/c I don't exactly know what 'real' poli sci courses expect. Sure, I took a course on political art forms, but even after working so hard on the notes, trying to record EVERYTHING the teacher said, right down to the movie dialogues & scenery...a C+. Yes, an absolutely disappointing & shocking mark. So now, I'm angrily determined to work @ preventing such infuriating results. Just, how to remove the obstacle mentioned in the prev. paragraph?
::: posted by Babee_Piyo at 1:07:25 AM
